“I love you” can mean a lot of things… like “you’ll do ‘till someone better comes along,” or “I can’t describe how I really feel but I know that I’m supposed to say this,” or “Shut up, I’m watching TV.” - The Doom Generation”
no, I'm never going to be fucking happy. I'll never be thin enough, or pretty enough, I'm just a character composed inside my head, and that is all. I'm living in a dream, blocking out reality because I have no Idea what the fuck that is. do I want you? or do I want to create you into something that I want? I'm just fucking awful, and I know it.